fire in my eyes

bling bibble dlee blubbers,

i mumble and stutter, too shy to tell the truth

it's roots grip me,

strangle my senses,

i'm in over my head...

i think about you on purpose,

sometimes just for a smile,

sometimes it makes me uneasy,

usually I have no idea.

Usually my legs shudder,

learning how to speak,

how to learn.

blank canvass

and my mind is as blank

as it is alone in a room

blinking, dancing,

moaning...

groaning, waking up inside myself

and finding here there is no time

to disperse upon my wealth,

different spaces, distant faces,

spicy bracelets, peas and toes

I wonder when this all will end,

i ask, but no-one knows.

Shudders & eyebrows line the walls,

thinned thick with firey glares,

and masked and tired there stood the bells,

dripping slowly sticky silverwares...

Get out! get down, get out of town,

what comes will go around,

and pounds of sound will fill the ground,

but only frowns are felt, or found

senses bent, we came and went,

and slowly streaked your soul;

the time has past, this mark will last

vestiges were our goal.

we built it up

to burn it down

bring terrors, to our foes

oh, men of great!!! redemption, hate,

still keeps us on our toes

and yet there's hope!

as time does float

regardless of our pains,

compassion fills our skins again,

a cleansing truth after the rain.

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